Sitting here today I begin to think about my own legacy and the legend I will leave behind.. Last time I wrote (to myself) it was to discuss that I would my leave my legend by my creations, this still stands true. I also want more from my life. I am a perfection that perpetuates my shortcomings from my fear of expressing my eccentricities. I am weird to others, but I believe I am the normal one. What is truly weird is hiding your eccentricities and not expressing who you truly are in life. No person should ever be afraid to be themselves or ever be afraid to express themselves. I have feared this for years now.. I have been afraid to be myself and afraid to show everyone that I have my own quirks. I can honestly say that I was afraid of not being like by my peers for my point of view. But sitting here in a sports bar in Tempe, Arizona waiting to hop on the train to Phoenix to attend the Arizona Diamondbacks game I vow to never hide my quirks or my or idiosyncrasies (yes I realize they are virtually one in the same) again. I am who I am and my life is my life, it hasn’t always been beautiful and it wasn’t always pretty, but it’s been exciting and I would never trade it for another. These words I will stand by - Live the life you love, Love the life you live..